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Past life that drove me to chase my dream

Well being a teenager at this modenised era isnt very easy at all. Its very challenging and competitive as well. To be really frank i have many challanges that i have faced and most likely ive successfully got out of it,but some of it didn't which it always get me all moody most of the time. Exams and acedemic wise weren't a resistance for my challanges at all but the main pains comes when i meet this girl which it always kept bothering my head which ill get to you later . I was about 18 years old at that time when i sucessfully passed mt SPM in flying colours got an offer from a private university. Since im allergic to dust and some other health condition which i cant really survive on i choose a university thats is very near to my house .I got into the university and i was glad that i have a solid future ahead. I got into a 4 per room which leads me to 3 other roommates of mine. Well one of it was a cool guy, another one was a 'show off' type and the last one was the bookworm.

The whole semester 1 preety much went well and sucessful until my roomates started talking about this hot looking chinese girl that everyone was eyeing in the class,But this always bugs me most of the time,how come we we're all in the same class but i dont really realise this beautiful specimen around my eye range?? Was i really paying attention in class?? I dont even know.

On the next day of class i've decided to actually open my eyes to actually hunt thisperson around the class. As i entered the class i decided to keep my eyes open to find this specific person because i was so keened to know about her because she was grabbing everyones attention except me. I didn't wanted to be left out in the topic my roommates are talking about day and night without taking a break out of it.

Every 15 minutes i decided to look around to actually find this person but i didn't and i failed to do so.After realising that i have no choice than just paying attention in class i did focus on the lame boring class . After 2 hours of lecture the class was about to end in 30 minutes i then noticed that i was sitting beside a group of girls on my right hand side because i had no choice because i was all late.I turned my neck and looked at the person that was sitting beside me,to be honest the smell of strawberry fragrance was just attracting my nose buds and when i called this person she turned and looked at me with a smile. (WOW,OMG SHE'S SO BREATHTAKING) this was literally running in my mindvoice. ' Hey' she said, i was stunned and i was so oblivion at that moment. I took it calm and introduced myself and so she did. It was all nice talking to her and we came to realise we share the same intrest. It was all nice to actually meet her all the time and we just can't resist talking to each other. Soon later on we decided to exchange number and started texting each other. The experince of talking to a girl that's actually having the same intrest of talking many types of various topics was actually addicting.

As months passed by i decided to take a one step further on this friendship. I decided to man up and decided to propose to her . Well we have talked about relationship before and I feel i can feel up the empty blanks in her heart and fill it up with joy and hapiness. On that night of 22 JULY 2019 , i wore my lucky chain and approched her in a different manner not just as a friend but a life long pertner that she needs. When i went to her she was all dressed up and this thing kept me puzzled like why is she all dressed up on a normal night in a campus. Few moments later i got to know that she was also planning to do the same thing as i wanted to do which was proposing. Then we became couples and trust me the feeling was so good . It was something lovely and meanwhile it was very beautiful as well. We were also the hot topic everyone was talking about in campus. Mostly everyone would just say " That indian guy has a very hot chinese girl" its so funny how society phrased it, but the came the downfall of my amazing relationship.

You may ask how could an amazing couple would have a downfall in such a way. Well the first thing is the distance we had between our hometown i was all the way from the north side and she was all the way from the south. The distance was to far and we cant really meet each other during long term breaks.  Al we could do was all texting and video calling which was all lame and i didn't like it at all. So in this case i decided to actually carry on with my life at home and most likely not check my phone all the time . I didnt know my action would actually cause a dowmfall in my relationship because she was the type of person who always uses her phone to check on me . She was also an attention seeker which preety much im not that type of person who gives attention most of the time.

The ego battled among ourselves and we did not talked for the whole break which was 2 months. Everytime i confronted her on the phone she just says she need to talk to me once im back to campus face to face. So i did put all this aside and decided to actually meet her up after the 2 months break.

As time washed the days like minutes i then went to my campus to meet her up and solve this problem as soon as possible, but it all ended when she says she has found another guy that could give her constant attention and also take care of her well since he was from her hometown. This incident took me to another level of heart break that i could ever face in my life . It dragged me down to my downfall and i wasnt doing great at all for the rest of my semester. Then came my friends who motivated me to actually dragged me to their path so that i could get back on my track and then i continued mt journey wiser and chased my dream.